This morning I woke up
And I looked for you
Sounds so weird
Because it’s been at least 8 years
And yet I still look for you
Where are you my love
When I want to talk
When I want to cry
My heart still looks for you
I’ve tried running
When you pushed me away
I’ve tried to move on
But in my dreams, I see your face
Where are you, my love
I know you weren’t mine
But somehow you were
And I was yours
But I wasn’t
Both of us were uneasy
About going all in
Both of us untrusting
I didn’t know this was the
beginning of the end
I’ve never wanted to run away from someone so fast
I’ve never wanted to run to someone faster
Where are you, my love
Looking into your eyes I felt so
safe
Protected
Understood
Yet
Looking into your eyes I felt so
Exposed
Confused
Raw
The feeling of drowning in honesty
But your whole being has been set on fire
That’s what you do to me
Where are you, my love
The dreams of the future
I hoped we could’ve had
Playing in my mind each night
Memories of every moment
I swear it makes me mad
Haunting me and reminding me of this sad reality
*laugh*
The reality
it’s Funny really
You let me go
You isolated yourself
You painted a trail of lies because
How dare I be……
I ask why
And you lie
You say this
You say that
You say everything that allows you to walk away
The words that I wish you’d never say
Sometimes I want to text:
baby, please stay….
*pause*
Man I wish you’d stay
*sigh*
So I walk around pretending I’ve moved on
Saying I’m not hurt
Saying that I’m good
And that you were the worst
*sigh*
But we both know that isn’t completely true
That I love you the most
And that my days seem a little blue
I’m missing our fire
I would give anything just to combust
I’m missing you deeply
And with you, I am in love
Where are you, my love…
Come back to me