Even if we don’t speak
My soul desires you more than ever
Even if we don’t speak
I hear your presence, behind it follows
I hope every time you look at the moon you think of me
The voided space between us is ticking
Why did I love you so much if you only loved me halfway?
Why can\'t I stop the thought of you and me?
Time is passing and it feels like it will never end
The more I sit here and look at it the more words and inspiration disappear
Maybe you are the reason it all started
Maybe when I started, I chose you to be the figurehead
You come into my dreams every here and then
And when I wake up and realize it never was, this deep and shallow hole pierces my heart
The truth is I’m tired of living
I don’t want to sound suicidal but sometimes I wish I wouldn’t wake up
After reading the first line of this note I can’t help but say that this whole time it’s me who I’m missing
It’s me.
I want to run into the deep dark sea and never return
Going in beyond the surface
Never able to be found and seen again
Connecting to my true nature, a cold creature
Regret is to deny yourself
To deny the bad you’ve done and the good yet to come
I don’t want to be good
I just want to be gone
Gone in a sense my memory will no longer linger and no one gets hurt
Dressed in all white, the purest color, behind the dead escort
Don’t call me crazy
Don’t call me fooley
I am you and you are me