I didn\'t notice it at the moment,
what was I thinking?
The weight has now shifted on the tectonic plate,
im sinking.
the pain of a burden,
of the choice i decided,
is stinging.
the choice that could affect my future is drifting.
what was I thinking?
a chance to fix this is drifting away from me.
the regrets of my mistake,
are sinking into me.
what was I thinking when I thought you hated me?
its a mistake alright...
at the time I couldn\'t see.
moodshifts and confusion,
through what I wanted to be.
I rejected you, easily, slowly,
but painfully,
i didn\'t see who I was without you,
and what you\'ve made of me.
what was I thinking,
when I thought you wanted away from me?
when I thought you turned your back on me?
when I thought you hated me?
i was angry you didn\'t want anything to do with me.
you didn\'t see how much it affected me.
3 weeks of not seeing your face,
is equivlent to hell,
you not wanting to see me hit me hard and I fell.
i had to climb to get courage,
what a hill.
i couldnt meet you. Oh well.
all the regret I take,
im such an IDIOT the choice I made.
it was all a mistake,
when im with you,
such love I\'ve felt.
please don\'t harm yourself.
please don\'t runaway,
if you did,
id runaway with you,
I can\'t be away from you.
your everything to me.
the love of my life,
like you said..
im sorry.
please accept my request.
the night I said all of that,
i was angry don\'t you see.
i woke up in the morning hoping it was all a dream,
it hit me like a stack of bricks,
it was real!
i screamed...
please is it to late????
can I got back???
i don\'t need to make this rhyme to tell you,
what I want to tell you,
Please listen:
You ARE the love of my life...
there is no other,
i don\'t know what got into me.
i was angry,
i was mad,
Please understand.
i didn\'t know what I was doing,
until it was done.
i couldn\'t breathe afterwards.
Please think about my request...
i love you so much,
please don\'t forget that.
i just felt like...
you were avoiding me.
i wanted to see your face so bad,
and I was angry about the things going on around our house,
That when you ignored what I said,
About meeting you,
I lost it.
it was the biggest mistake of my life.
im sorry...
its to late isn\'t it?
im sorry.......................... ....