For when everything around me is dull
Like as if it were a cancer, a true disease, spreads
And roots itself slowly into my lungs, stomach, heart, then mind
Becomes all muddled in a haze and i lose track of time
Staring,
bearing
this cutthroat borderline madness
Drove me to shoot at our wall
Not that it helped, blast it all!
i may begin to melt away in this chair
A pool of nonsense is what i am,
Nothing today to chip at or fiddle
Could clean my room, could go out for a walk
Mundane things will drive me into a rut
Spoon feed me adventure! Where are you? How long should I scavenge?
Come find me! I am not shy! Give me a challenge!
I will fist fight, brawl boredom until I receive liberation!
My mind rebels at life\'s stagnation!