A lot of blurs a lot of unclarity
Unsaid words still remain in my dresser
My pride was never in between
miscommunication was applied successfully
My guard was down, and I confused friendship with pleasure
I’m not a perfect soul and you still putting the pressure
Maybe a lifetime it’s not enough
Maybe my cravings are more than that
Such a short time we have, wasted on the liquor talking to my cat
I want to open up and let you see inside of me
There’s more to this soul than what the naked eye can see
The past it’s my best friend, present what I live in, so my future doesn’t come to an end
1938 was tatted on my face, that woman showed everything that I know today
Bad decisions sometimes bring out better things
If walking out your life was a one of them, then you can blame me
I will not apologize for what it isn\'t done yet, everything I do, I do for my benefit
Miss you, touching on my skin
Miss you, when the sun goes down and the clouds become thin
Caught me unexpected take me out for a spin
You know a lot about me but not all the way to the rock
Your door is always open for me, but I won’t go in before I knock
It’s taking me time to write this, the room’s full of smoke and a nice bliss
I want everything to be clear before I jump out
My intentions were never bad, please don’t you doubt
Kiss no tell was the motto of our story
Somehow the people knew
We couldn’t hide it; we were showing off strongly
Complicated story, we still have pages we left unedited
Tell me how you feel, how you really feel
Don’t hide behind the lights, ultraviolet
Special friends don’t connect, I’m just saying
What me and you have it’s out this world, it isn’t breaking
Vividly daydreaming, my favorite part to do
Cast me out the shadows and plan a rendezvous
Talk to me, I want to let myself go but it’s that how you feel too?
And if there’s nothing left for us here, I can go my own way too