As I listen to a song on repeat
This song is bring back so many memories
I\'m having a lot of memories of you
Back when we were kids
It reminds me
How awful I was to you
When I was in a very bad place
In my life
First of all I was in a place
I never wanted to be
Causing me to have outbursts
That you never deserved
If I was able to have the words
To express myself
Like I do now
I would\'ve changed how it was handled
I carry all of these memories with me
The guilt of the past haunts me
I know that you didn\'t deserve how I treated you
If I only knew
That my actions of the past
Would come to haunt my future
I would\'ve never had done them
You didn\'t deserve that
Now I know how wrong I was
Where all of my fears were directed at
Weren\'t directed at you
You were just the closest ear at the time
It wasn\'t meant to be like that
My fears were just so strong
I apologize