Lei

vent poem

As i walk down this foggy meadow where my heart felt hard and hollow, my heart  ran wild now i am the unfortunate child, a mistake a curse as they repeat every verse, i wish i could get rid of this never ending  spell, for my heart is weak and cant take much more but still they throw me to the shore, i am still just a child, trying to make up my mind am i a he or a she? only god knows but as my mother looks me in the eye i know i have no choice but to hide maybe if i pray? but i have my entire life! ever since i was a baby i prayed and prayed my thoughts have never changed but maybe if i would have stayed maybe if i never would of hurt the one i thought i loved. the one who i thought loved me with all the same passion  but maybe my poor tired heart is too hopeful to find peace but all i know is that god loves me, and ill never have to hide from him as i do my own family.