Everyday I wake up feeling the same
I watch the world fade away
Every night I pretend I\'m okay
I would cry if I saw your face
Today I caught myself looking out the window
All my symptoms felt like the past
And for a second, I thought, our love is dangerous
I miss the way it was
Once bitten, twice shy
Europe makes me nostalgic
And I can taste cherry and vodka on my lips
It feels like I\'m stuck in a cage
Throwing life away
I think we\'re going insane
In a rabbit hole of self-hate
History is a pool I swim in
Hedonism floating through my veins
Insatiable in every way
I can hardly focus now procrastinating
Leaves me cold, I smoke my cigarette in the rain
Praying for gold on my knees
With every hangover, it feels like a breeze
I will never love again.