For a long time, I thought
that I know you weren\'t wrong
So it must be my fault
Why couldn\'t I just be strong?
It was all my fault, I made him leave
If only I had been more understanding
Maybe if I did not wear my heart on my sleeves ,
there wouldn\'t be such a misunderstanding
Or maybe the fault was all yours
You could have spoken up too
The one who cares also reassures
Why did I always feel too much to you?
Maybe the fault was both yours and mine
Not knowing when to stop and when to lean in
Maybe you were the right person at the wrong time
But that\'s not something I believe in
With the right person , the time is always right
A sense of peace that\'s how healthy love is
But with us, within me I was having a fight
However chaotic we were, your presence I sometimes miss
Just because you reacted a certain way
Doesn\'t make my own feelings less valid
You thought that I would stay anyway
But you didn\'t know the burden I carried
Now I realise that it was nor your fault
And neither was it mine,
Two people can be both distraught,
Together, who were both alone fine
Perhaps it was just bad timing, we\'ll never know
But you and I both deserve peace
All I can say is that, I hope you heal and grow
May God bless you, and put your mind at ease.