I am torn apart between 2 worlds.
One, a world in which I currently reside.
The other is a world in which I wish to reside.
Both of these worlds provide me with abundance love, and happiness.
Only, I do not know what to do.
I am confused and scared.
Perhaps I do not want to choose.
Coz, choosing would mean I would lose one of these worlds forever.
And my heart is not yet ready to accept this stark reality.
I am dearly in love with both of these women.
Is this even possible, I ask?
My heart replies with a \"yes.\"
How did I land in such a situation?
I do not know.
She came like a breath of fresh air.
Completely unannounced.
Mesmerizing me with her beauty and grace.
Her presence made me feel more alive than ever.
And there was nothing I could do but fall in love.
She occupies my vessels, veins, and arteries.
And I want to be with this woman.
I want to love her properly for once.
I feel guilty for not giving her my 100%.
But then again, I do not want to lose the woman
That has supported and stood by me all along.
She is an angel in her own way.
Understanding, kindhearted, and loving.
Maybe I am the luckiest man on this planet right now.
For receiving so much love from both of these women.
I know I don\'t deserve both actually.
But here I am at a juncture in my life.
Where I have to make a choice.
And I don\'t want to choose.
I\'d rather wish I were dead than make such a decision.
I am completely torn apart between 2 worlds.