*Number 30*💜
In your presence, I\'m torn apart
A mix of joy and pain, a heavy heart
I love you dearly, but can\'t express
For if I do, you\'ll reject, and I\'ll repress
Your words still haunt me, like a ghost in my mind
\"I love you, but as a friend\", a heart-wrenching find
A fatal blow, that shattered my soul
Leaving me broken, with no control
I\'m trapped in this darkness, with no escape
A prisoner of love, in a hopeless ache
I\'m searching for solace, but it\'s hard to find
A reason to live, when my heart is left behind
In your eyes, I see a distant friend
A love that\'s lost, and will never transcend
I\'m dying inside, with each passing day
A slow and painful death, with no way to sway
I\'m lost in this abyss, with no light to guide
A desperate cry, that\'s drowned in the tide
I\'m suffocating, under the weight of my pain
A silent scream, that\'s forever in vain