Once again the ghosts of my past haunt me,
when will I break the curse, when will I be free,
the trauma I try to forget keeps coming back,
Even though I’ve left it behind, what do I lack,
I don’t understand how I can still feel broken inside,
damaged beyond repair, looking for a safe place to hide?
will I never be free from the demons of my mind,
I yearn to be free and leave them behind,
I believe in the Lord and trust in His word?
I know He is protecting this delicate little bird,
I feel Him surrounding me with His perfect love,
but why do I still feel abandoned from above,
I know it’s satan putting this stuff in my head,
i feel like I can barely breathe and my feet are made of lead,
Lord save me from these thoughts and feeling like I do,
God I’m on my knees and I need you!