I never asked for this pain
I never asked to live
I never asked for heartbreak
I never asked for depression
I never asked for bipolar disorder
I never asked for PTSD
I never asked to be raped
I never asked for this suffering
I never asked for this.
I never asked for this.
I never asked for this.
Any of this.
I’m pathetic
I’m worthless
I’m useless
I’m unworthy
I’m a mistake
I’m helpless
I’m hideous
I’m fat
I’m unwanted
I’m never going to be enough.
I’m never going to be enough.
I’m never going to be enough.
This is what I tell myself everyday on the mirror.
These are my affirmations.
This is what keeps me alive.
The affirmations of a mentally unstable 18-year-old girl.