No, I don\'t want,
I don\'t want to speak.
Floating in numbness,
Bound by the void of defeat
Every word I utter,
Echoes back to me
Mocks my desperation
Desperation for the meaning that I seek
Who am I?
Why do I see the sunrise?
Why so many known faces
Spin webs of deceit and sweet lies?
Should I believe?
Believe in my destiny
Am I destined to be
A monkey dancing without harmony?
The music I hear
Loses its melody
Cacophony rises like a crescendo
It splits me open like a carcass in a slaughter machine
I scream and scream \'Release me from misery\'
\'Give me, oh Lord, give me a sanctuary \'