It feels like I have so much to write, but the words seem to leave as fast as they come. My heart is in pain and relieved at the same time...I feel a little lost, but I\'m okay cause I\'m right where I\'m supposed to be. Am I making sense? Like I\'m trapped, but I\'m free. I\'m scared, but not really. I\'m excited...not to stay but by the thought of returning. I thought that my calling was to be found far from home. I thought that only when I leave will I truly know...though I was right, I couldn\'t be more wrong. I know it don\'t make sense for now, but bear with me while I take you along this exciting journey God has made for me. Though scared of the unknown and clueless as to what\'s next, the words in the Book that give me answers to the questions I seek, I can cling to and hope I\'m right. Matthew 7:14: is this the narrow gate?