Ubiquitous emotion
Anger hate and jealousy
Why you need me
Questioning some broken dream
A moment in eternity
Thanks for everything
Show me you’re assiduous
I will do this gracious
Notwithstanding you perceive
There’s nothing quite egregious
Think me so perfidious
I accept I empathize
I do not claim perfection on this wise
Try mightily to see
Embark upon this claim with optimism
Else in darkness and repose
Be swallowed by rejection
Falsified a gruesome image
Vision of a dream defiled
I just wish these weren’t implied
Always you will be my bride
For this life I’m trapped in prison
I’m not trying this to hide
But limits, warnings
Threatening clouds are not to be ignored
I’ll try to slow this train before the stop
We can let ourselves down at largo
I hear the cry erupt like screeching brakes from my heart
And if I hear yours clearly
Let’s get somewhere between forte and pianissimo
Loud enough to echo
Curse this careless world
Annoy the million voices
And leave us alone to never heal
God knows I meant to
I can’t be proud of myself anymore
I would do it if it brought me back to you
But something in this phantom
Taking closer looks, raises my suspicion
Losing my religion
Letting go is true
I have no regrets
And with this done that’s fixed
My love remains the same
Somehow I must live with that
Will you?
Push on farther?
One more day?
Bleed a bit less easy?
Breathe a bit more freely?
Things turned out well
All things considered
We only lost a lifetime
Grabbing to these lifelines
It means this much to get by
Change me fate so tense
Time is standing still
Why we take a memory
Crimes be told through history
Can’t unite the sanity goes absent
Miss me miss me not
It matters not
Become the best you can
That’s all we can
Pursue in retrospection
Offer you deception
Me some loving fool
Not weak enough to reassure you
Nor strong to stay beside you
How I hate to choose the inexcusable
Evils should present themselves
Side by side with virtue
Not as twins entailing
Which one has the favour
Neither which should have it
Have it
I know I have
I have had it
It’s been up to here
In blood and justice failing
Railing anger railing
Sinking ship of sailing
Riders over railing
Buckets ever bailing
Ocean floor be waiting
Submechanophobia of life
People vast emotions
Deep depression ever covering
Looming things like bodies from the deep
Ghosts to ever keep and ever weep
See darkness and reflection
How it taints
Reason goes on pulling
Tearing gaze away so petrified
To clear some space in mind reviving
How I hope you’re listening
Walk beside you steadily
Distant for a lifetime
Ever cheering ever suffering
Thanking every moment we recover
May each other be persistent
Grateful for the other in the exile
Only for a while
Make it though these times are hard
Smile often honoring that relation
Sweet cessation
Bitter interruption
Bondage in its freest form
Wobegone wobegone
And I will keep you constantly