I can\'t believe I\'m sitting
writing yet another poetry installment
about my utter feelings of loss
I\'m completely in the dark
the dark within myself
I don\'t know how to crack open my shell
I don\'t know if I will ever really find myself?
this time it\'s different
It\'s not about the grief I hold for others
this grief is for me
and I don\'t know...
If I will ever see the light?