I am a murderer, a killer who kills
To get rid of my anxieties and fears
And with my knife I showcase my skills
But it doesn’t help stop my tears
I know killing is bad, but it’s good for me
I have to kill because I am a killer
No one can change that I am an enemy
But I like it this way, always being the winner
I don’t kill for fun, I kill to remove
My anger, fear, to become the best
Since everyone fears me, I cannot lose
And I will never be scared like the rest
Forever I am running away
From the justice that slithers and crawls for me
And during every night and every day
I’m killing and killing continuously
I want to feel like a king
To be the one that has the knife
To point the gun and demand anything
And to choose to end anyone’s life
Control and releasing anger is key
And when I kill, at this I’m very good
I think being a killer is best for me
Even when my hands are stained with blood
But I don’t know why I’m making others die
Apart from taking out my anger and anxiety
But afterwards, I’m empty inside
Just like the bodies in front of me