It ripples through me
Lights my nerves aflame
Stress and anxiety
Turn into anger and rage
I want to kill my fear
I want to control it all
I shout, scream, yell and jeer
I don’t want to be small
So I become a monster
I strangle, stab and drown
My rage is an imposter
And it brings me so far down
Yet I feel so high
I rule over my body
The thunder inside
The power is godly
Driven by revenge and corruption
I become too strong
A short second, a moment of abruption
My agony has gone on far too long
But now, I can finally see
The darkness no longer clouds my vision
My terror has stopped controlling me
And I am out of my prison
Fury and madness is my drug
As my hands are smothered in blood
But, even though I have screwed up
This pain, this hate, it feels so good