IT hurts, hurts so bad
I feel crazy like I’m going mad
IT’s pain, pain every time
When anyone asks I say I’m fine
But deep down I’m always crying
Hide my pain, so hard I’m trying
But I can’t do this, I can’t do this
Can’t survive, ITs destructive bliss
Because every single day
IT gets worse in every way
And I can’t stand IT anymore
Wish things were just like before
Before I came
IT screams and shouts so loud at me
And sometimes I can’t even see
IT blinds me, forces me to hear
I have to listen when IT’s near
IT calls my name
Eyes slide past me
A world full of debris
It’s like I’m invisible
Pain is unconditional
Suddenly IT tells me to kill
And I have to, something that I will
But then, IT’s gone, but where
Can I ever stop this nightmare
Because every week that has passed
IT just persists to last
And I’ve worn out my trust
So listen to IT, I must
As IT strangles me
But as I try to block IT out
IT mutates my hope into doubt
Blazing fire is all I see
Now IT’s controlling my body
My pain is IT’s sanity