Thomas W Case

More than I Bargained For

 

I\'ve lost everything I
owned more times than
I can count.
All I had left was
the clothes on my back.
In some ways, there was
a sense of relief.
What else could I lose? 
That answer came hard
and fast like the night.
I could lose my health, 
my sanity, 
my friends, 
my sense of peace
and love, 
I could lose my
creativity and
the muse
She could end up at
the Deadwood, bellied-up
to the bar, tickling
some young English majors.
I could lose a lot more
than I thought

Well, here I sit
in a three-bedroom
house that fell out
of the sky, 
a few pieces of clothes, 
some food, 
coffee and cigarettes.
I have a blue and
orange cast on my
left leg.
I have the cast
because I fell and 
broke my ankle
on a debauched
lonely winter
night.
I had surgery
ten days ago.
Now I have
more than I 
bargained for, a plate and
screws galore, 
and a nice healthy
opiate addiction.