I don’t want you to end up like me
dying slowly as God calls for me,
its sad but I’m gonna lose,
I don’t want you to find out that
my state of loss is more than I can take,
you don’t know how much you,
mean to me,and it makes me cry to see,
that you still love me......
but I don’t hate you....
I don’t wanna lose but it looks so destined
for me,well,love helps but hate hurts
i don’t know how to take these emotions
many more....
my grandma said:don’t lose the love you
find,but I can’t help but think
my words hurt anyway so what’s the point?
i do love you,more than you could ever
know,but I don’t want to hurt you by
bringing you where I go,down my dark
path of hate,where vengeance is all I know...