I can’t let go
Not now
Not ever
Everyday i forgot my key
Maybe that’s why you got mad
And threw me out
I want to apologise
I want to make it up to you
You have to believe in second chances
I miss you
I miss how none of your five chairs ever worked
I miss how i had to press the cpu button 30 times before it started
I miss the dripping water from the ac
The sound it made
I miss the jamming printer and kicking it
I miss the disappearing pens that i put out
You kept them hidden from me
I know it now don’t deny it
The gossips
The drama
The never ending stories
Oh! How i miss the way you made me feel
Untouchable, invincible.
The look in people’s eyes when they saw the revolving chair
You could taste the jealousy if you looked long enough
How i miss all the people you gave me
All the friends and not so friends
It wasn’t just four years i spent
It was a lifetime
Hard earned lessons
So many stories unfinished..
This is where i met her
She sat on your chair
Her voice still etched in your walls
How can you take that away from me?
Don’t remember fantasying a life with her
When we watched her through your window?
Guess i was a fool
You told me she could never be mine
I always thought you were joking teasing
Now I believe it
You can be with someone else
How can she not?
You’re not interested in the end?
You think you already know..
But…
Couldn’t you wait just an another year?