In the quiet of the night,
A woman spoke to me
While carrying nonsense
Words that danced
On the tip of her tongue.
\"Why should I believe a lie?\"
I whispered to the wind,
But her words hung heavy
In the air between us,
Creating a sense of unease.
I kept silent,
Not wanting to hurt her
With the truth I knew,
But deep down I wondered
If she would even care.
Does he love his lover too much?
I pondered silently,
As I tried to unravel
The tangle of emotions
That clouded my mind.
I don\'t accept lies,
Even when the truth is clear,
But for some reason
I always find myself
Caught in this web of deceit.
Disappointment washed over me
As I hoped for honesty
From someone who seemed
Incapable of speaking
The truth that lay within.
I always wonder why
I allow this misunderstanding
To continue unchecked,
But perhaps it is because
I am too compassionate.
I saw myself in the past,
A version of me
That didn\'t tolerate nonsense
And walked away
Without looking back.
But now I try to believe
In the good of others,
And yet this feeling of trust
Is constantly suppressed
By the weight of doubt.
I didn\'t write poetry for him,
But for myself
To navigate the labyrinth
Of my own emotions
And find the path to clarity.
I feel like I\'ve lost myself
In the chaos of it all,
And I know I must
Find my way back
To the truth within.
Where do I begin?
I ask the silent stars above,
And in their twinkling light
I find a glimmer of hope
Leading me towards myself.
I search for the answers
In the depths of my soul,
And slowly but surely
I find the strength
To let go of the lies.
I vow to speak truth
In the face of deception,
And to honor the trust
I place in myself
Above all else.
For in the end,
It is my own voice
That guides me
Through the darkness
And into the light.
And so I embrace
The journey ahead,
Knowing that in honesty
I will find myself
Whole once more.