I have never felt so much anger towards one person before
I feel like ripping somebody apart
I\'m just sitting and listening to all the comments made about a certain ex
Drives me completely enraged with anger
When I feel like I\'m being downgraded to nothing
When I\'m competing with the past
The present in worthy of the their attention
I should just leave
If I can\'t hold their attention more than 5 minutes
I know I must go
Yet it is hard to leave
Being treated like you\'re not worthy of their attention
Breaks my heart
Nobody really sees the pain I carry or what is really going on
Since I\'m always wearing a mask
It may not be visible to the human eye
Yet it is still their
The pain of the scars can not be seen
I am tired and I mean really tired
Of all this competition
That I never wanted
It is driving me crazy
Feeling like I\'m always in a losing battle
Where there is no chance of me winning
I\'m so tired of their past haunting me
Living through the torment being done
The future could be brighter
If they could only get in the present with me
Man do I hate this life
That they have dragged me into
Why did I let this happen
I must be stupid
Since I\'m letting this happen
Their ex can have them
They won the battle I didn\'t want to fight
Now I\'m out the door and not looking back
Now it\'s time for me to let this all go
Farewell to this losing battle