BlessedbyGod

Calm heart

In the midst of a storm, I have a calm heart,

Was I always like this, no, not from the start,

It takes faith and an open mind, to hear the voice of our Lord above,

it takes a calm heart to fully embrace His love,

I was drowning in the midst of the raging sea,

begging to go under and satisfy the buried beast,

I was angry at God for letting me alone,

and doing the things that I knew in my heart He wouldn’t condone,

but what I never realized was that the fault was not my own,

though I blamed myself for the misery that I was in,

not giving a thought to the forced upon sin,

little did I know was that God was always there,

watching and waiting until my heart was open and bare,

ready to give in and trust in only Him,

so what did I do, but follow God though my vision was dim,

I could not clearly see the life that He had planned for me,

but I jumped without knowing or being able to see,

the plan is so perfectly laid out and calculated, the details ever so small,

now the veil is lifted and I’m not afraid to fall,

the calm in my heart can only be of my Lord,

severing the vile plans of satans invisible cord,

the calm in my heart will never go away,

I know my life’s story and will tell you all someday,

when you hear it , you will think how did she survive,

well, I will answer you now and say, God is who saved me from my own demise