\"I should put it all behind me, shouldn\'t I?
But I see her in the back of my mind
All the time\"
-Wildflower, Billie Eilish
I\'d forgive and forget
If I felt your regret
At least that\'s what I tell myself every day.
they tell me I can move on
without an apology from you
I should move on they plead and beg me
and I wish I could
but I don\'t think I can
cause every time I try to I see the younger me
shes in my head
and shes so confused
and I know what you did to her was unfair
which is why I cant let it go
I don\'t want you to get off free
they say you wouldn\'t go to jail cause you were young
but I see that little girl
and shes stuck in a prison
a prison you created and trapped her inside
so I cant let it go
until shes free
and I fear she never will be because of you
you clipped her wings
took her hope
all for a minute of your own pleasure
I see her crying in confusion
wondering what she did wrong
and I get angry at you for making her feel this way
she didn\'t do anything wrong
but she blames herself
and I won\'t let you get away with crushing her
now that you\'re older
I hope it all haunts you
the hell she faces every day you don\'t even know a fraction of
and its not fair
so I cant move on
because all I want is justice for the girl broken on the floor
maybe I\'m lying to myself
saying I\'d move on if I could
but she didn\'t deserve all the things you did to her.