And it’s always early morning when I’m on the road
That I start thinking and realizing
If it’s better to feel nothing at all
To be worthless
And exchange my current life for the one of a corner whore
They tell me I sound poetic
In reality I’m just speaking my truths
Is not that I want the life I created but I own my mistakes
The larger my dream the more it takes
I’ve never lost faith, I’m not a child, I’m grown
To get closer to the Father has been my salvation lately
Releasing what once caused me pain to forget about the memories made
And when I’m there, happy and healthy it all comes back
The guilt, the fear, the reality of it all
Salty tears burn down my body making me feel like I’m almost home
I opened my eyes and saw the woman who started it all
She asked for forgiveness
I couldn’t say no, I’m vulnerable to her love