Lil

The pain, but new beginning.

In shadows deep  I hear the cries  
A house once warm  now filled with lies.

The echoes of their angry shouts  
Turn love to fear  as silence doubts.


I saw their hands  raised in the night  
Once gentle touches turned to fright.

My heart would race  a child in pain  
Wishing for peace  but finding rain.


The walls would tremble  the windows shake  
As love turned cruel  and hearts would break.

I hid away  so small and scared  
In every fight  I felt unprepared.


Now memories haunt me  like a ghost  
Of laughter lost  what mattered most.

The warmth of hugs  now cold as stone  
In every tear  I feel alone.


But still I hope for brighter days  
Where love can heal and light can blaze.

I dream of joy, a softer touch  
And in my heart  I long for much.
 
As I wait for it to end
I was brought to the new friend
 
The one whos experienced and helps
The one who doesnt let me yelp
 
The pain that once was inside
Hid from me and wanted to die
 
Because I am strong and fierce
And I the only one tha people fear
 
But then theres the one who doesnt
Doesnt hide but, helps me inside
 
And Im here to say
John thank you for making me wanna live another day(s)
 
Welcome to The pain, but new beginnings.