I\'m going to turn my broken heart inside out
and shake it fiercely until
all the disappointment
all the brokenness and pain
grief and loss
every last bad memory
along with all my sorrow
the suffering and humiliation
leaving it all, where it belongs in the gutter
washed away by the next rain shower
finally with the empty space it deserves
eventually, to be refilled
with the absolute very best of love.