Sanka

Oh to be hurt by love !

The blood oozing out of my heart

pricking every corner of it 

And in wonder I wonder

whether I\'ll stay alive. 

My eyes blurring ,

head hurting 

and the congestion so strong

 in my now \'broken heart\'.

Was it my fault 

Or am I destined to be

the victim of foul destiny?

The same one that kept me living

slowly killing me as a parasite. 

May I die now in peace 

knowing my heart\'s in happy place

and enjoying the victory 

Or should I stay still and 

wait for my slow death...?

Millions of drops of the red water 

oozes out of me again.

Yet I stay in dark 

with my skin withering 

eyes buldged and throat blocked.