Lost again
Not sure what I\'ve done
Wrong
Wondering
If I should just give in
Dizzying reality
Unable to
Stand on my own
Surrendering
Can\'t keep track of myself
Or won\'t
I thought I survived the bottom
But it turns out
There were more nails to be driven
Down into this head I call mine
Please release me
As more pile up
Turns out digging out just made it deeper
I just want to live
I just want to live
Problems look like feathers
Feel like lead to me
As they drift into my back
Another and another
As I temporarily pacify
With whatever I can
I have no money
I have no time
For more permanent solutions
Solve the puzzle
With these scattered pieces
Bit by little bit
Worn away
Weathered this storm for so long
Sometimes I can\'t see the rain anymore
Because it\'s so normal
Ever present
Feather shaped stones
Fill my backpack
And yet more keep showing
I don\'t know how to take them away
And when I manage to
They multiply
I try to tell people
Try to explain
But they still look like feathers
They\'re only feathers...