I get bullied one thing after another at school
I get shamed and disgraced when I put effort
My cousin hates me and doesn\'t wanna talk to me
Doesnt wanna look at me, be near me, or even know me
Everyone wishes that I just go back to fucking foster care
And never come back
I ruin everything
Maybe it was better if I\'d just stayed
If I just never came
I bring problems to my whole family
Im the reason that my cousins hate their mom
The reason people don\'t believe me or like me for me
Im the reason my biological parents favorites my sister
I ruin everything
No one liked me in all my families, now at school
People dislike me now because of a stupid ass rumors that\'s fucking annoying
I wanna hide from everything, I wanna get out of the life I have
If I\'d done better maybe this all would have ended
I ruin everything
My parents hate vacation, spending time with my sister and I
Because \"Im always fighting with my sister\"
Maybe if I never moved I would of hurt all these people on the way
I was an accident, once an accident always one
I just don\'t know
I ruin everything