I\'m not sick.
I say, clutching my stomach
The same way I have every day since July
The doctors have looked and looked
and I have looked
at the reports that remain unchanged
\"Unremarkable, Negative, Normal\"
Like Normal is the way I see everyone else fighting for breath above pain
Like Normal is the way I want to cut myself open
and look for myself, take out my Normal insides
because it couldn\'t hurt worse
but I sit by my phone
Waiting for the next results
that will tell me
as they have since July
clutching my stomach
I\'m not sick