Teddy.15

Paralytic

 

As I walked my way home today

I looked up at the incredibly blue sky

not a cloud to be seen

I saw a plane that looked

as if it was flying straight up  

going up just like a rocket

then I suddenly pondered

what if it wasn\'t a plane at all?

what if it was a rocket?

or worse a nuclear missile?

and as I slowly turned my head

back down to my own world 

I was standing right outside

my local supermarket

and obviously my mind

turned back to reality

and to all the things that I hate

about this world

at this moment, in my life

and all the terrible things

that are so wrong with the world today

my thoughts then turned

to buying the most expensive spirit

I’ve never been able to buy

I’d never allowed myself

to purchase such luxury before…

but these were unprecedented times?

 

some who read this

may even believe I’m a poet?

because here I am pondering  

time and strategy  

digging a big hole in my purse

but would I have time to drink it?

straight up, out of the bottle like I’ve always dreamed?

then, perhaps when the world ends?

at least I’d be giggling

and thinking of all that I have ever loved

and all those I’ve ever loved

hell, even those I hate

 

grateful for that bottle of luxury Rum

because, I’d never have to wake up again in shame

none of us would.