I’m so fucking angry
I feel so misunderstood
I’m trapped in my head, in my life
And I want you to see
See me struggle and fight and scream
I’m so fucking tired of living in this hole
In darkness and ichor, alone and cold
I want the life that could be
Be yourself they say
As if it’s that fucking easy
To just disregard the world and its opinions
Let bygones be bygones and make my own decisions
Decisions to change this small life I’ve been living
Grow into the person I should’ve become
If not for the world and its people
Continuously trying to tear me down
Down where they clearly think I belong
With the hopeless and desperate and wrong
With all the people that shouldn’t exist
I know this world wasn’t made for me
Me who dares to hope even in all of this darkness
I refuse to let these cruel people win
And I wish that people could understand me
That I’m tired and angry because somebody should be