I thought it’d be forever
I thought that you\'d be mine
My heart leapt in December
They all said I’d be fine
A toxic tale of sorrow
A devil laid to rest
Fighting for tomorrow
A hole inside his chest
Death that runs so darkly
Fire in the night
Blood drains like my heartbeat
Monster in disguise
He’s buried deep inside me
My truth will always hurt
I try to push it under
The story never works
They all think that they know me
The red white and the black
Some great big inside joke
It\'s really such a laugh
I don\'t care what they say
I know he really cared
Now I know in spite of that
His heart is barely there
I can\'t believe this happened
I wish that I could die
It\'s wildly incredible
Your pretty little lie
I feel them always watching
I know they want me gone
But I won’t let them beat me
This time I\'m moving on
Your warfare is a prison
Gets crazier by the night
It feels like an incision
I\'ll feel it all my life
I wanted you to see me
I wanted it to work
He’s waiting just to see me
Buried in the dirt
No matter what will happen
I know this much is
true
When I get to heaven
I won’t be there for you