Too many miles have I walked,
The long relentless lonely journey
Too many summers scorched me,
Floods robbed me of my senses,
Winters numbed me
Too many heartbreaks in lies,
Too many times did they crush me,
I had to get up and smile,
Every single time revulsion strangled me
Summer came, then the rains,
Everything changed,
But I didn\'t let those change me
I went on searching for you, my life,
Kept searching for the real me
I feel no regrets,
I don\'t feel any pain,
Anesthesia courses through my veins,
Deadening all feelings,
Devoured by numbness,
Suspended in a strange world,
Beyond belief, beyond pain
Only one thought plays in my mind,
Over and over without pause, on replay,
Like the scratching sound
At the end of a broken record
Where did we lose ourselves
In all the changes where I didn\'t allow myself to be changed?