what is happening to me?
why must I fade again?
this feeling of numb.
a blunt may be the best escape.
but..
but….
it may have been my worst mistake.
turn up the music and vibe.
all thoughts obliterated.
chasing my high.
can’t feel, just know it’s cold, and I’m alive.
maybe I should stop.
can’t feel.
feel too much.
whats this feeling?
what’s this breeze?
frozen in the moment.
almost forgot.
make it stop!
i scream in my mind.
drowning.
not.
suffocating.
here.
in my head.
chasing my high.
enjoy the ride.