vividvoid14

Doors are open

I feel...

I feel really weird 

Different from others 

I try so hard to be positive

But the negative always hovers 

Round my head 

It\'s driving me dead 

To be more feminine then masculine. I don\'t cry all day

But still can\'t control my emotions

To be more of a man 

I feel like a gentleman

Year round 

Hate the voice of this sound. The way my brain works all mixed around. 

I want a happy future

But I feel hell bound 

I\'m not gay.

I\'m not straight

I like women

I like men 

Bisexual some may say

But why label myself 

Right away 

When I\'m still learning 

I got the whole road 

Plenty of space for zig zagging

I\'m not weird. 

Just.... learning