Teddy.15

Rescue

 

I live every day

as if someone I deeply love 
has just died 
 
someone has died 
but it wasn\'t today 
nor was it yesterday 
 
sometimes I wonder is it actually me?
is it me, 
the person I used to be has died?
 
maybe after all the words I\'ve ever written about death and grief 
 
It\'s my own soul I\'m trying to save?