She Says Goodbye.
She held me tightly in her loving arms.
Strangely it felt surreal and very calm.
The sorrow was very clear in her eyes.
This was the day she would say goodbye.
The journey had finally come to an end.
No longer lovers possibly not even friends.
Her love for me overtime has slowly waned.
Where my love for her have daily gained.
I feel her heart beating fast against mine.
Feeling so close to her for the very last time.
Thou she is slowly tearing me apart inside.
All i want is for this to be a good, goodbye.
When she releases her arms, dreams are gone.
I will be here sitting hurting all on my own.
Those magic moments will have disappeared.
The world will be empty when she is not here.
This is the only woman I never hurt any way.
I should be angry; I should scream, rant and rave.
I should be pleading or begging her to stay.
I just want it to end in a caring and friendly way.
I want to remember us the way we used to be.
She looks me in the eye and slowly releases me.
I tell her I love her, and she softly smiles.
Both wiped tears from our eyes, she says goodbye.
Nataiella 2016.