Neville

A Hand Full of Ashes

A Hand Full of Ashes

 

Is this for real, I asked myself

and in my sorrow,

despaired both long and hard

   because I knew it was ..

Yet still, the gulls,

gargoyles and most of the girls

collectively despised

   and frowned down upon me ..

So I bubble wrap

my day and manufacture one

of those false smiles,

   that you were most famous for ..

But the wind got

   there first and blew them away ..

Long before it caught

like a fire, in the draught of my

   late father’s house ..