Why did this happen
I’m in so much pain
Mentally and physically
It’s driving me insane
My baby’s been taken
And no one understands
That it’s 6 weeks nearly 7
You should be growing hands
Instead you’re stuck
It just isn’t fair
That once you were here
And now your not there
Im sorry my baby
I didn’t want to say goodbye
The doctors made me do it
Because I might die
I love you my baby
I still wonder the unknown
My body should of been your safe place
Somewhere you could call home
I feel like I failed you
As everyday passes by
I will never get to hold you
While you cuddle up to me and cry
Receiving the pregnancy
Was shocking news
We were not ready
Deep down we had nothing to lose
Now I wonder do I count as a mother
When I never gave birth
To my beautiful baby
On this scary earth
My body aches
It’s the ectopic pregnancy pain
I love you my beautiful baby
Until we meet again