I guess I was just as easy to forget as I assumed
Maybe I should hide away
Like the demons I run away from
I believe I’m an anomaly
I can’t figure out why I’m here
And I know the only feeling in me is that of sadness
It’s the only feeling I can grasp
The feeling so aware
If I disappear maybe nobody will care
Sometimes it hurts to be alive
I hate looking through sober eyes
I was told I was smart and that I was holding myself back
But it’s not like I have anybody so why does it matter?
Maybe I’m ok with that
Maybe I should accept my life
Maybe I should shrink away
And wither with ease
Everyone means so much to me yet
I’m nothing but a side character
That’s why I’m so willing to disappear
Nobody cares about me
So if I did die
Maybe I’d be ok
Maybe the demons will take me in
We will laugh and they will listen to me talk
And maybe they’ll understand
They’ll care
Love me for who I am
They will be the family and friends I never had
I don’t think I’ll be able to create
My heart is too guarded
And the worlds not safe
The demons wouldn’t care either
They would take just as my supposed loved ones did
I’ll be alone
No friends
No family
No demons
Just me
That’s it