Is mama gonna like this.
Risking her of grandkids
Asking God, why am I like this?
I\'ve been hiding for so long.
Feels so right yet it\'s so wrong.
God I need to stop this
Other thoughts of lads
Romantically kissing, cuddling,
I\'m struggling to make guy friends
Googly eyes when they start smiling
Am I gay?
Am I straight?
Bisexual?
Under all the labels I fold
Stereotypes, saying I\'ll start crushing on every guy I see.
You\'d be left in a wow how picky I be.
Liking Instagram pics when men are flexing
Not even double looking to girls in bikinis
The thought of saying
\" I have a boyfriend\"
Drives me crazy
What will the world, and my parents think of me.
These thoughts of other lads
Are driving my mad