You called yesterday at 10:21 pm
I was hoping to never hear from you again
My hands went cold, and time froze
I knew.
I fucking knew.
yet I didn\'t cry this time
I didn\'t shed a tear
but it shook me
so fucking bad
I\'m so disappointed and sad
kind of glad
the feelings had
are short of nothing but the past
I have a peace you wish you had
I blocked your new number too
I can\'t redo that with you
everything is still too new
10:21 pm was so cruel
yet I still went cold in time
I know I still love you it\'s true
but it\'s so weird
it\'s like I don\'t remember you
you were my first real love
something so blue
and I felt that blue again
I can\'t do that again
because I won\'t make it this time
I won\'t win
death will be my friend
everything will disappear
I\'ll pray and apologize for my sins
praying my friends have patience for the pathetic ways to my end.