I can’t even feel myself
Wherever I go I’m hiding
My own identity, and
Being so different to what
I am on the inside
But nobody knows
I wish I could feel like myself
Be my truest self, show
The world what a person I am
When I’m just too scared
A coward hiding for my life
And all of my life
Tired, worn out from the lies
Pretending to be someone else
Because I know that deep down
No one will accept me if I show them
Who I really am, but I don’t care about
Being accepted, I just want to be me
But I can’t be me
Once they find out
They will recoil
And I will
Have no one
Forever
So I condemn myself
And I lie
To myself
Thinking it makes
Everything
Better