Oh mother, I\'m in so much pain, but how should I tell you this?
Every single time I try to tell you, I don\'t know why, but you don\'t seem to understand it the way I want you to.
I can\'t even explain this feeling that\'s going on within me. But mother,
how should I tell you that my heart feels so heavy?
It feels like I can\'t carry on anymore. I think of my responsibilities, and I\'m scared of it.
When I tell you I\'m scared, it means I\'m in a state of dread, Maa.
If I won\'t be able to make you proud and stand on my feet, or if I complain to you about my life when your life is already a mess because of me, will I be called a bad daughter or an ungrateful child?
How should I tell you this, Maa? I feel alone. Even though I\'m surrounded by lovable people, I still see no one.
Every single day I try my best, but I\'ve become emotionally unstable, Maa.
I was not like this.
All I want for once is to be with you right now. All I want is to sleep beside you, and I know everything will be alright.
But
If I get another life i would not choose
Myself to be your daughter again
For you deserve way better maa .
My heart is filled with fear
I\'m terrified maa I
\'m terrified .