Im tired but
I can\'t sleep
My mind is raising but
i can\'t think
Who am i?
and
where is she?
Even when i look in the mirror i can\'t find me
Am i my own missing link?
Is there something i can\'t see
I feel like people are judging
i know what they think before they think it
or do i?
Do i know or am i just guessing
Is everyday day really a blessing
I wanna tear off my skin and pull my hair
I wanna change how i think
i wanna change who i am
But i can\'t do that.
This isn\'t a game.
Its real life.
and in real life i take the blame for the others
who make my pain
So i don\'t cry so i don\'t yell
i take how im feeling and pretend im well
But the waters gone
And my stones have fallen apart
Maybe im not missing me
Maybe its the other half of my heart.